Isn't life on
earth a trial? (Job: 7:1)
Trial as an aspect of life as a journey
In an earlier article, I tried to
describe how Augustine sees life as a journey. There are many aspects to this
journey. But I would like to deal with one of them in more detail, and that is
the journey as a trial. The beginning of the journey is, of course,
the fact that one has been thrown into life without any initiative and has to
search for meaning and purpose. For Augustine, that goal is clear. The journey
must go to the homeland from which one departed. It is a return to that lost
unity of complete being in God. But not every traveler has that goal in mind.
The perspective as Augustine sees it is not immediately obvious either. While most travelers are happy to have found a place somewhere on this globe where they can settle down and find peace, for Augustine the purpose of the journey is, to use an image of the poet Achterberg, beyond the last city. That journey will be an arduous journey full of obstacles and temptations, testing the traveler. Augustine compares himself to Ulysses, who did not let the charming song of the Sirens and the sweet forgetfulness of the Lotus-eaters stop him from continuing his journey.
Hence his exhortation to uphold
morality, i.e. that the traveler must always remain aware of his final goal and
not lose himself in any subordinate goal. In this context, it is also possible
to understand his ethical principle of using the world and not enjoying it as a final goal.
Such a view is at odds with the common view that we should enjoy here and
now as much as possible. In this case, enjoyment becomes an goal in itself
and the ultimate meaning of life, regardless of the nature of what one enjoys.
Enjoyment has its limits
However, enjoying the world as a
final goal has its limits. Thus, everything one would like to enjoy is subject
to transience. Nothing remains what it was. The one who has placed all his hope
in what is perishable also binds himself to impermanence. And what to do with
that ineradicable unrest that always arises once one possesses what one wanted
to enjoy? Human desire proves difficult to satisfy, because it essentially
strives for a transitory fulfillment. That is the philosophy of Augustine. I
don't think she's ready to age yet.
The philosophy of enjoyment
presupposes that the traveller can control his life and determine his path to
the last. But what is the case when the enjoyment comes to an end because of
accidents that are beyond his control and that inevitably happen to him? Is his
journey still meaningful and does he have the courage to continue?
While reading the tenth book of
Augustine's Confessions, I came across a chapter that posed questions
for me. In it he asks the question twice: Isn't life on earth a constant
trial? With this he quotes the book of Job, in which he calls Yahweh to
account for all the disasters that befall him and asks about the meaning of
something he feels is unreasonable and unjust. This question becomes a
rhetorical question in the context in which Augustine speaks. This means that
the burden of the arguments he puts forward makes it difficult for the reader
to do otherwise than answer the question in the affirmative: Yes, life is
one big trial.
I reproduce his reasoning here:
Your command
is to endure these troubles, not to love them. No one loves what he endures,
even though he loves that he can endure it. For though he may rejoice in his
power of endurance, he would prefer that there would be nothing for him to
endure.
When I am in
trouble I long for good fortune, and when I have good fortune, I fear to lose
it. Is there any middle state between prosperity and adversity, in which human
life is not a trial?
Miserable is
the prosperity of this world, not once, but twice, because of the fear of
misfortune and the fragility of happiness.
Miserable is
the adversity of this world, not once or twice, but thrice, because of the
desire for prosperity, the heaviness of adversity, and the fear that one will
not endure.
Is not man's
life on earth one long uninterrupted trial?
(Confessions, Book X, Chapter 39)
What does the concept of trial mean?
Therefore, I want to find out what
Augustine means by trial ( in Latin: temptatio) as the ultimate qualification of life. He
borrows the term from the Bible, namely the book of Job 7: 1. That book is written
in Hebrew. Curiously, the term does not simply mean trial, but is an
equivalent of the existence of slavery or the existence of a day
laborer. In the Greek translation from the Hebrew, on which
Augustine's Latin translation is also based, that term is translated by trial, temptatio In my opinion, this is a happy interpretation of the more unambiguous slave
existence. The term trial refers to two aspects. It is used for a severe
torment that one undergoes, but also for the fact that one is tested by
it.
The order of things
In his dialogue On Order, Augustine tries to find out the function of
evil in the world. By this he means, on the one hand, all the calamities that
we have to expect from our dependence on nature. But also the evil and pain
that people inflict on each other and on themselves: It is obvious to hold God
as creator responsible for all those disasters that befall people and on that
basis to doubt his credibility. But that turns out to be too quick a conclusion
for Augustine. He argues that man, because of his limited view, cannot oversee
the whole of the order of creation. He compares it to someone who considers a
small part of a large mosaic and judges on the basis of that one observation
that the artist has produced an unsound work, as a result of which he himself
is no longer credible. To refute this, he compares creation to a painting in
which the artist had to use dark tones as well as light ones.
With the latter, Augustine
establishes that evil is an essential and indispensable part of this earthly
system. The good in this world cannot exist without evil. This makes it
plausible that evil must have a function and a meaning. Because let's assume the
opposite. What is the meaning of the journey, if the traveler would only meet
the good and go his way on a completely paved path without any obstacle?
Suppose that everything on that road could be fully foreseen and controlled.
What is the point of such a journey without any challenge and without any risk
and adventure? The traveller must come to the conclusion that his journey is
hardly worthwhile and that there is therefore no point in undertaking it.
What is the positive impact that
trials can have on life? In Augustine's philosophy, they can bring man to the
growing awareness of the limitation and transience of all his earthly goals.
This can lead him to understand that he should not pledge his whole heart to
it. It can evoke in him the memory of the imperishable goal of which his heart
speaks, the realization that he is on his way to the homeland, where his origin
lies.
The confrontation with misery and problems does not necessarily have to lead to bitterness or disbelief. It can wake people up with the question whether they have not attached themselves too much to things that have no lasting value and that it is better to attach themselves to more permanent ones. It will be able to make them realize that problems are an essential part of the journey and that the confrontation with them can enrich them inwardly despite all the damages.
The journey is a process of growth
When you see life as a process of
growth, it turns out that this growth is largely promoted by overcoming
problems. From this perspective, it is understandable that the traveler must be
tested again and again if he wants to move forward. Apparently, such a thing is
ingrained in existence. Therefore, the attempt to keep children free from all
obstacles from an early age usually does not lead to their happiness, on the
contrary.
Your task is
to endure them, not to love them. No man loves what he has to endure, even
though he loves that he can endure it. And though he is glad to be able to
endure it, he would rather he had nothing to endure.
This joy that one can endure trials lies not so much in their merits, but more
in the fact that the traveler repents and realizes what life is all about. That
is to say, he progresses on the path in which he must become what he is,
someone who is increasingly imbued with the destiny of which Augustine speaks:
When I am
finally united with You with all my being, there will be no more misery and
pain for me anywhere. And my life will be completely filled with You.